Dark Poem

Poem 1# Dark Side

suddenly my hands go numb

even it look like they still move

deep in the bottom it goes darker and more darker

right in the corner, my heart still seeking for light.

its always reminder me that I must do sometning

but the only feeling that I got is become burden

My feet aressted in cage

Obviously, I have been running on the small circle

repeat the same thing

praying

mistake-ing

play victim

very disgusted by my self

Every time I remember it

I wanna vomit so hard

and thorw my self in the middle of street

so I can end it righ away

but the second time,

I still have You

who try to love me the way I am

Pull me out from the darkness

Praying it will stop someday

My tears gone dry long time ago

To tired to be hypocrite

not only in front of you who know everything

but more in from of me my self

So, When I can stop all none sense that I spoke earlier?

when I can stop

STOP

STOP

PLEASE

OR IT WILL TO LATE

ITS MUST STAR FROM YOU TO STOP

AND YOU ALREADY KNOW

Poem#2 You are not little girl

 who cry in the corner

 Yeah, you are not

 You know what you do

 But never do, never ever

 While your heart starving

 for praying

 Your feet stop to running

 and slowly

 there are long river

 dropping one by one

      to erase your sweet dream

 All surely became bitter

 and more ...